I've still not finished my "3 part" blogs. I'm in the middle of the third one and have been working on it for over 2 months I believe. It's not even any good. Oh well.
But here's an update, for myself.
So, I'm finally 21 years old. That's nice. It's not that much different, I just feel like I have more freedom to buy my own alcohol. Thaaat's about it. I had a really good birthday.
Halloween is coming up. I wonder which haunted house I'll be going to this year. We'll see.
I've been having a real big problem with weight stuff. I've been just gaining sooo much. It's scary and it's about to spin me into a spiral of... habits. I think that spiral has already begun. I think I'll write a separate blog for that.
For the past two days I've felt at an ultimate low. It's such an awful feeling. First it started off as a fight with Daniel. That wasn't the thing that really put me into this state. Someone at work made a comment to me that... God. It made me feel awful. I can't remember the exact statement, and I don't want to try and recall it. I felt like crying and I've just been really quiet ever since. With my friends and everyone. Ah. I'm just really not all too happy. Or at all. I hate these feelings.
This has been the shittiest blog entry ever.
I need to work on school work. Oh. School sucks.